In the time of chimpanzeez i was a monkey BITCH! God.,.. i cute my hair today with fabric scissors. lmaoooo. This is my anthem, fuck being a new soul i am embrazing loser now. FREEDOM GOD BLESS LAME LOSER LESBIANS. Maybe ill be a seal? like the freak animal. yeah. that one. I am a blowfish, sorry i mean seal. Back to buisness, I was nonstop emo listening the past few days but now im getting into that rock n roll loser shit. radiohead, weezer, car seat headrest. Okay gotta log off and thrash around. ps if ur an empath like shane dawson, im like fine dw, all safe all good. Might do another post late who knows. Fuck this song sums it up... anyways
Happy birthday Nina Simone, happy Black History Month.
2/21/25
Entry 4: Falling behind and AWA!
Its crazy that all you need to do to dig yourself into a hole and fall behind is to lose all modivation to do anyhting and miss 3 assignments. Just 3 and I am now worried I wont pass. And I know, I know I could be catching up on that right now instead of blogging but THIS IS SO FUN! Like all I wanna do is work on my AWA page. I wanna make it look beautiful... the thing is,,, I have no clue how to do that....... Ill figure it out. I love love love AWA! check it out rn:
2/19/25
Entry 3: fuck
I love breaking bad.
2/18/25
Entry 2: Waynes World
If Waynes world was my world I would be happy. Content. Okay. I'd get them onto that emo shit because rock and roll isnt it. I'd be my gender. I'd be happy. How do I make Waynes World my world? Like something in this movie struck a chord. I love it. I have to return my copy to the library soon :( I think I will buy it beause I need to watch it every day until Waynes World is my world. Why am I so obsessed with losers? Maybe because I am one, or wanna be one? Loser freedom. Like if you are a burn out nobody expects anything of you, and when there are 0 expectations of you, you are free. as the wind, as Wayne.
2/18/25
Entry 1: 2/17/25
how do i get better, like find something to work towards? maybe ill find it... maybe i want a kick ass website and thats it. I guess maybe i want to learn html. but i cant because i am a full time student who works... idk ill figure this shit out. Like i have to, like im not gunna suffer forever. i have a fucking life to live so i need to do that as soon as possible. I have had the song "new soul" repeating in my head. i feel like i just need to be reborn.
Damn i really forgot this woman has an accent. god this song is so good. I seriously need to just embody this song. downloading it to my phone to play on loop for ever until i get better
